im fucking pissed off but im trying to be calmer i have to smoke this weed and drink an arnold palmer with katie holmes! tonite ill fuck my brain until i fall i hate you because i hate myself but I cant help this hand that i was dealt im very sorry katie i just wanted to pretend i'm very alone now i wish you were my friend Don't meet me halfway just run and hide But hold my hand until its time to say goodbye Don't talk about the future or the times before Just lie to my face because I don't want to know Katie, I'm sorry So fucking sorry Katie im sorry