"Excited to Die"

Verse:
I hate the essence of you
I feel your hurt in my bones
I awake each morning 
Asleep each night with eyes wide

Another day brings a new acquaintance
An everyday ritual
Rest for a moment beneath this tree
Take the time to get your bearings

Chorus:
Every day I slip deeper
Always tied inside this knot
Live to hurt feel pain and die
Never understanding this misery

Break:
So I guess this is it
This is what they talked about
I'm excited about my own death
I'm ready to go

Break II (reverse stalls):
I know if I ever need someone
I will find myself there
With the pain and anguish I brought
I hate everything